Friday, November 23, 2012

Getting used 2 being...EXHAUSTED!

Liam will be 2 months old on Monday. Hard to believe..but so very true! He has picked up weight like none other. Every time I see him I think he has gained 5 pounds! He is starting to sleep a little bit longer @ night which is great except I am so used to getting up every 2 hours with him that I just can't sleep @ all. Ever. Not @ night. Not during the day! So...needless to say I walk around zombified most of the time and have to answer questions like "what's wrong?" and "are you mad?" CONSTANTLY! I typically get maybe 3 hours of sleep a night. I spend most of the night tossing and turning and laying there waiting for Liam to wake up and when he does I am so tired I can't keep my eyes open!

Yesterday was Thanksgiving. This year has been so screwy and the month of November was probably the worst month of the year financially because I have been trying to get back and forth to work which is rather expensive as gas is $3.09 a gallon! I have yet to receive a full paycheck and once I do things will start to look up...or so I hope. One day last week, I went out to my car to go to work and it wouldn't start. Within 10 minutes Duane got it started and I haven't had any further trouble with it but now I am paranoid about it! My biggest fear is going to work and coming out @ 1030 when its FREEZING and the car won't start. I'm a long ways away from home!!

I have a whole pile of things that I pray will wait til February when I get my income tax...getting my car checked on is one of those things! Til then...I will just keep on truckin!